This surgery was tough on me mentally. I lost much more than my other surgeries. I lost my chance for a bigger family. I lost the opportunity give my kids siblings. If it wasn’t for my two babies at home, I may have been left in a darker place than I already was feeling. I’m thankful I had them, they made the loss of my family not growing, easier to handle. It weighed on me for a long time.
When I look down at this scar, I still wonder what life could’ve been, without cancer taking this away from me! But I am thankful it was removed placed in a bag and pulled out through my belly button and gone for good! I lost a lot in this surgery but I gained much more- more time with my family, more time living!! I gained my life! ?